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My dude gave up on me from asking me to join their dinning section.
It is because they feel that i am kinda trouble -some due to my sickness
which sensitive to various foods.

To be frank,
it’s does hurt.

I really enjoy the time and moment with
each one of them because to me that’s the only way we
really sit down and share stories and bull shitting while enjoying
yummy foods. (excluded me).

We hardly meet up since everyone is busy with their daily routine.
The older we grow, we been distance even further.
That’s why i don’t mind spending hours with them on the dinning section.
To me that’s the moment whereas i could put down all my worries and works.

I really don’t mind they get the most delicious dishes while i just a bowl of plain rice
with a single ‘kampung fish” because all i concern is spending quality time with them
at the table.

I know i couldn’t be that selfish
so often i suggested them to ordered their choice without
worries about my condition but i know they care too. They always try to avoid
those ingredient that are sensitive to my stomach despite they yearning to get
their favorite taste. Which made me feel even bad of myself.

Some time i really wish i never bother but i do care.
Wish that this ‘stupid’ sickness could begone~

“Lord, cure my sickness and let me be healthy always. and 20k every month tq~ ”